Thursday, 21 July 2016

A Blank Page

I've been wanting to write a post for ages but honestly, every time I come to write something, I just stare at a screen thinking 'I have nothing to say'.

I love this space on the internet; I'm proud of how it looks, the content I produce but I seem to have lost a little creativity and motivation for it.

And I know, that really it's not my blog that's the problem but more that I've lost a little enthusiasm for life. I'm working towards September but in the midst of all that, I feel like I've lost a little purpose. I'm not doing what I love in life right now, and it all just feels a little lack lustre. I can't be bothered with anything and sometimes, anyone, which isn't a good thing at all.

I'm also really busy. I didn't realise how hard it was until now, to maintain a full time blog AND full time job, as well as social life and y'know important things like sleeping? I'm rehearsing for a show (that's the picture by the way!) and I've been really getting into walking. 90% because Pokemon GO requires me to walk miles to hatch eggs but 10% because it's been really picking me up, clearing my mind and I've been enjoying some beautiful scenery too.


So I guess what I'm saying, is that I'm going to try to not feel bad when I don't post a blog post and I won't put pressure on myself to produce something I'm not passionate about. I want this to be an authentic place, rather than one in which pretends to love products because I'll be paid for it. Blogging isn't something I ever want to d full time, it will always be a hobby for me and I don't want to force anything because it'll become a chore instead.

This blog very much reflects my life, and if there's not much going on then I guess I don't have much to write about. However, I am hoping it'll pick up again soon so as always, thanks for sticking around. It's 100% appreciated!
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