Thursday, 20 December 2012

Blogmas day 20: End of term!

I'm currently sitting in my room, watching endless amounts of films because this morning at 10am, the first semester officially finished! We had an exam this morning, and we already have the results (which is amazingly fast) but I got 96%, which for once in my life I'm actually going to allow myself to be proud of!
I can't believe how fast these few months have gone. I am completely different person: I am actually living again. 

I know I have a long way to go, but I never thought for a second I'd be in this position. I am doing really well on my course, I'm working practically part time hours and I've met the most amazing people (online and my every day life). 2 months ago, I feared being in hospital, right now. Moving away opened up so many opportunities to sink deeper into the realms of an eating disorder. More chances to hide away, more people to tell you've already eaten. 
But, there were more chances to begin recovery - and hopefully this the path I've taken and will remain on. No one knew me or my habits, which meant far less pressure. I have so much more confidence, life experience and general knowledge! And, I'm using my own problems to help others, which is one of the most rewarding things I can now do.
Coming to Uni has actually been these making of me
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Tanya Beetham said...

this is really lovely to read. Keep up your positivity my dear friend :) And WELL DONE for doing so well in your exam!!

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