Thursday, 17 May 2012

Opening Night

What a blast! I can honestly say that I have never enjoyed performing as much as I did last night. My solo went well and I wasn't really that nervous. There were a few hiccups but everyone just had a laugh and enjoyed it all. I can't wait to do it all again later!
But, as per usual, I can't do anything without someone commenting on my weight. Just as I'm going on to sing my big number, some prick who shall remain nameless says 'don't you dare lose any more weight. you won't be loved any more.' I was absolutely speechless. I was on such a high, and I did manage to maintain it, but who says a thing like that?
I really does just encourage me to lose more and completely give up. I don't want to go back to my GP because I feel free of medical treatment right now. Why would I go back to something that I hate?
I don't know if I even will.

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