Tuesday, 15 May 2012


I have been discharged and my god, IT FEELS GOOD.
Well, temporarily anyway, because I now have to go back to the GP for a proper eating disorder referral - but I shall celebrate coming this far and feeling free again! I don't know what will happen in the future but I know that for now, I have some sort of hope inside me. I hope for a better future, one where I can pick up a chocolate bar and feel guilt free. I am determined to get there. I WANT to get there!
The old me really doesn't want to go back to the doctor though, the person that hates Doctors still hates Doctors - but maybe that's a good thing? My bubbly yet sarcastic personality is there within reach ;-)

And, although she may never read this - I have to acknowledge the support I have from a very close friend. I love her very dearly, and today realised that I owe her my life. She is the only reason I am still fighting, and for that alone, I can never thank her enough. Like me, she doesn't open up, so I'm going to make a huge effort to give her all the support and care she needs, if the time ever arises. She is truly a phenomenal lady.

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